How to get your boyfriend to act right

STEP ONE: Figure out where he stands with you

To learn more see next blog post!!!!!

The little car

A few days ago, my sister and I were in the car with our boyfriends (SWEETZ and ROCK) and our kids(Shay and Kiy). Brittney's (in earlier blogs) baby's father (1st luv in earlier blogs) popped her tire because she moved on and he's mad. Following the advice I gave her he became crazed with love for her. So as we were going to get her tire fixed, we were following the directions her boyfriend was giving which lead us straight into a check point with police. We had no car seats with two babies in the car. When we past the officer he yelled "WOAH" We had to pull over and talk to them. The cop that walked to thw car was a real meanie head. He was rude and obnoxious. He began to harrass my sisters' boyfriend, who has a bad temper, was asked to get out the car due to his attitude. At the end of this terrifying event we were just let off with a ticket and a warning.

MIRROR

I saw the strangest thing the other day. Well I can't exactly say strange because it looked so familiar. It was a person, a person whi looked just like me. I didn't know what to do when I started staring. i couldn't figure out if it was because she was so beautiful or because I was so freakedout by the resemblence. I didn't know what to do. So I stared. She looked back at me and smile. Damn I'm beautiful :)I was happy to see what I looked like to other people and I see why I ger the treratment I do. Anyway, I started to walk up to her and take a closer look but only because I wanted to see if my eyes were playing tricks on me. But then I came to a stop. I'm a nice person, there is no way this GIRL can be too. It's enough that she looks like me. So i left it alone. I wonder what she went back to her friends and said....

It hurts

I couldn't have given you more

I tried to love you like you " loved" me

maybe for wrong reasons

Maybe

At first it was beautiful

every girl has a fairytale

and then you wake up to see

it's not all it's cracked up to be

It turned into screaming days

and solo nights

it just wasn't right

I really didn't want to see you

was happy when you were leaving

I liked to how it felt when I was by myself

and that's the way it's going to be

so please

don't beg and plead

just let it be

jus let it be

I got to go

I got to leave

so please don't make it hard for me

I gave enough

I'm tired of love

I got to let it go

I got to go

I got to leave
so please don't make it hard for me.
I gave enough

I'm tired of love
I got to let it go

Couldn't have given you more

I gave you everything there wasn't

anything that you were denied

but you should never give it all cause

sometimes there's nothing left

but bitterness and regret

and it just ain't worth it

Cause then there's this sudden change

out of no where ,it seems

Never knew i could be so mean

but that's just how far you pushed me

You say it just isn't fair

and you didn't know

You need to take responsibility for your own

cause your grown

And you know

Now I take the blame

for trying to stay and work it out

Should have left before it got complicated

Should have left when there was still some happiness

Yes I take the blame

for having faith in the relationship

I thought it made me complete

but the truth is

I’m complete without it